It's the end of an Era!

In my last post I was finishing up my final prints, which still feels like yesterday. But now the shows have been and gone, all the private views have finished, and tonight I am off to a student celebration night which will mark the end of our show, and the end of our academic life's. Crazy!

It's been an amazing three weeks and I couldn't have been happy with the outcome of my work. Our whole space looked amazing and I am so proud of what I have achieved. Our website is still live so have a look if you have not yet had the chance.

Spectrum Website


My final images are now live on my website so have a look at that to see my work in a good quality.

My Website


And I found out that I have been selected to go to Free Range festival in Brick Lane, London which will run from the 20th of June until the 24th. I will be taking my Invisible Women project down so you can see it there if you missed it here in Nottingham. There website has all the information and you can also look through all the portfolios of the people exhibiting this year.

Free Range


So it's been an amazing few weeks! Here are a few pictures that cover the best bits of the process.

Having our first glass of wine at the Spectrum Catalogue Launch
Picture by © Will Wong

People looking at our amazing Spectrum bookshelves, designed by the Internal Team and made for us.
Picture by © Will Wong

The committee!
Picture by © Will Wong

The catalogue launch
Picture by © Will Wong

Me and my work! 










Go team 27 Castle Gate!




I hope that you like the pictures!

The End is in Sight

I have finished printing my final pieces today! I am very pleased with the outcome, it all went fairly smoothly. I had a bit of a battle with dust today on my negs, however I managed to get the cleanest prints I could.

So this means I can go to the Framers a day early, tomorrow, and leave my prints in there capable hands (I have printed two of every piece just incase they ruin one, paranoid!). I should get them back in the middle of set up week which is great. Now time to crack on with my written work, I have a contextual statement to write and something text wise to put on the wall.

All the organising for the shows is going well, just keeping my fingers crossed we get enough volunteers for the Internal show or we will be in trouble.

Heres a snippet of how many test prints I did, I have 6 pieces of paper left in my box, 6 finals, which means the rest are shown here.



 To say I am a perfectionist is an understatement. 



My home for the next week

I thought I would give you a peek at my new home, it's fairly compact but it's warm so I cant complain.  This little enlarger room is where I can be found for the week until I have finished my finals.






After my first day I have completed three finals, It took me around 3 hours to get the first one done but after that I managed to get the other two done much quicker as they had virtually the same times and colour settings. 

Tomorrow I aim to get two more finals done, they are from different shoots so will take me longer. 

All is going well so far though, it's been a good start to the week. 




Three Weeks To Go

Three weeks now until my degree show opens, I cant believe how quickly its all going now. However I am really happy with how everything is moving along. I have chosen my final images and will be in the darkroom next week doing the 9-5 getting the final versions printed. Then off to the framers on friday afternoon! I cant wait to get them finished so I can focus on all the other bits that need doing now as well.

I have spent quite a bit of time this week in my enlarging room playing with layouts and text, and after a lot of deliberation I have decided to do two triptychs, one of just one women, and one of three different women. I have also decided not to use individual quotes from each woman and instead my tutor has suggested creating a written piece to go with my images that includes my writing and analysis as well as their words.

It's going to be a tough week but its starting to feel like the finishing line is within reach now.


Heres a sneaky peak at one of the Triptychs, these are just working prints.




This is the space that I have to myself in the venue, so I will have one Triptych on each wall.
I will also be moving those horrible chairs!




Heres the link to our venues website, here you can see more sneaky peeks of the work of the group that i'm exhibiting with.  spectrum27castlegate  




India fun

I have been editing some old pictures I shot in India a few years ago and came across this shot that just made me smile. Must have been looking particularly dashing that day.

©Kimberley Atkins. All Rights Reserved

Invisible Women Shoots

I have been working really hard over the last few months and now finally I feel that my project is really coming together.
I decided to narrow my project down a bit and focus on looking at lesbian and bi-sexual women as through my research, it seemed that there representation was particularly misdirected.
Through photographic portraits and interviews with these women I hope to reveal the true impact of the medias influence.
I have so far completed three shoots and interviews and I have two more lined up. I am really pleased with the images so far, I have been able to work on two shoots in the darkroom and have got a few working prints from them, so that I can start thinking about editing and making the final choices.
All the deadlines seem to be coming up really fast now and although I feel that I have my time planned out very well I have a persistent worry in my mind that something is going to go wrong as it all seems quite smooth at the moment. Fingers crossed it won't.

©Kimberley Atkins. All Rights Reserved

©Kimberley Atkins. All Rights Reserved

©Kimberley Atkins. All Rights Reserved

©Kimberley Atkins. All Rights Reserved

©Kimberley Atkins. All Rights Reserved

©Kimberley Atkins. All Rights Reserved


Degree Show Project Proposal



Invisible Women

“A women must continually watch herself. She is almost continually accompanied by her own image of herself” (Berger, 1972, p.40). If a women’s self and her self-image are separate then is the vision of the women hindering our view of her real individuality. Is the visible making women invisible? I aim to find this out.

One could have approached this topic in various different ways by looking at different types of women, age groups and social classes. The central thesis of my dissertation “Invisible Women” focussed on women’s visibility in media and how this is used as a control method. Throughout the dissertation it is evident that the over use of the constructed ‘Ideal Woman’ figure, has led to a real loss of the representation of individuality of actual women. It is perceived by some that society has now entered an age of Post-Feminism in which some young women are actively undoing all that has been achieved by women over the last 100 years (McRobbie, 2004). Thus the narrowing of media representation of the feminine means that 99% of actual women are being excluded from media representation and young women are conforming to the ideal set out for them by society, as a means to be visible.

What is also evident is that actual women are being made invisible, not only in the media, but in reality. How is this affecting the lives of women who aren’t represented or mis-represented?


Proposal

Within this project I propose to explore the themes discussed and directly address the questions that arose from the dissertation, i.e. whether actual women are truly being affected by their invisibility in the media. Another avenue to this project could have been to examine young women, who are conforming to the hyper sexuality created by the media, as an ideal. However, following the route of ‘invisible’ women and the impact of this on the female gender comprises the completion of 2 years of challenging but totally rewarding research.

Previously my photography focussed on examining human nature and particular issues surrounding the ‘feminine’. The development of this project will bring together current thinking and the results of critical research in an attempt to fully address the issue of how contemporary media is directly impacting upon modern women.


Essentially this project is comprised of documentary portraiture that illustrates real women’s views on the issues raised by the dissertation.  In effect it will be a test, using visualisations, of the accuracy of the themes explored in the study, in order to focus on the reliability of the thesis.

  

BERGER, J., 1972. Ways of Seeing. London: Penguin Books.

MCROBBIE, A. 2004. Post-Feminism and Popular Culture. Feminist Media Studies. 4(3), pp255-264.